After losing my Dad, my Mom has been in deep mourning. As my brother states, she is a true ride or die. Towards the end of his life and due to his pain, he was not pleasant to my Mom. She was frustrated, hurt and lonely as his caregiver but after his death, she forgot all those times. She only remembers the good times, the times that he made her feel special and loved. I envy her for that. She is mourning her soulmate, her college boyfriend, her husband and her best friend.