Lately, the job search has felt like an uphill climb. It seems there are so many talented people out there that employers have their pick of the bunch. I often feel like just one tiny ant in a vast anthill — moving steadily, doing my part, but easily overlooked in the crowd.

My days have taken on a calm, predictable rhythm. I wake up, walk the dog, make coffee for everyone, then log on to submit resumes. I carve out time for research and learning, throw in a load of laundry, maybe cook or grab lunch. Later, it’s the gym, dinner, a shower, and then the cycle begins again the next day.

On the surface, it might sound monotonous — even a little bleak. But there’s a quiet comfort in the routine. I’ve been trying to find joy in these ordinary moments. Still, there’s a part of me that longs to be useful again, to contribute, to build something meaningful. That’s the piece I’m missing.

Through it all, I pray, reflect, and try to stay open with gratitude. Here’s to hoping the new year brings some good surprises.

I’m trying to discover peace and relaxation in this new chapter of my life, but my Type A personality and OCD often wrestle against me. I’m in the middle of a job search, determined not to settle for just a paycheck. What I want is fulfillment, urgency, and joy—the kind of energy I’ve experienced in past roles.

For too long, my last position lacked those things. I knew I needed a change, but the security of a stable paycheck kept me from making the leap. Now, circumstances have placed me here—at a crossroads I probably needed. Each morning, I wake up with hope in my heart, and each night, I try to close the day with gratitude.

I know I’m luckier than most, and I don’t take that for granted. Thank you for listening as I navigate this balance between ambition, patience, and peace.

I’ve always viewed change as part of life’s natural momentum—something to be embraced rather than resisted. But this month, change hit me in a way I’ve never experienced before: I was laid off.

This marks my first time being unemployed since I started working at 16—well, technically 12 if you count babysitting and under-the-table catering gigs. It’s unfamiliar territory, and while there’s a sense of fear behind my smile, there’s also genuine excitement about what’s next.

I saw the signs. The new CIO had noticeably reduced communication with me compared to other Directors. I was asking the right questions—what’s the plan for my org, my team, and my role?—but was met with repeated deferrals. It was clear the writing was on the wall.

Ultimately, the company chose to decentralize, shifting parts of my organization to the business side and significantly diminishing the scope of my leadership role. I’ve always said that if I’m no longer needed, I’ll move on with grace—and I did.

I was called into a “quick catch-up” meeting. HR was there—on an unscheduled day. The CIO informed me that due to the business re-org, my role was being eliminated. Then he stood up and left the room, leaving HR to walk me through my departure package.

He couldn’t even stay in the room or look me in the eye for more than a few seconds. That spoke volumes about his leadership style. I look forward to working with people who value transparency and respect, especially in tough moments.

What gave me peace were the heartfelt messages from my team. They thanked me for my leadership, mentorship, and for helping them grow. Knowing I left that organization better than I found it makes the transition easier.

Now, I’m taking this as an opportunity to reset and explore new paths. Here’s to whatever comes next—wish me luck!

Right now, life feels like it’s on hold. The company I work for is going through a reorganization, and as employees, we’ve been given very little information. It’s unsettling not knowing where you’ll land or what the future holds. I’m doing my best to stay positive, hoping it all works out in the end.

Uncertainty is never easy—but sometimes, you just have to take a breath, stay grounded, and find the humor in the chaos. And hey, if all else fails… there’s always funwithfeet.com.🤣😒😁